whEn HeAveN caLLs yOu....

last night i heard a whisper, coming from nowhere,
i ignore the voice, but i was thinking who was that,
maybe it's just an illusion or sound made by something,
i slept with nothing in my mind but to rest,
i dream,. someone is dying,
my mother, older sister and brothers are on that same
place where that man is holding to his last breath,
he is sick after i saw his hands,
he is tired after i saw his feet,
he is broken after i saw his face,
and then i realized that i also feel what that man feels,
we have the same height and same age,
we are dissimilar in terms of hair, complexion and he looks old
even we have the same age,
after that i saw a man waiting beside him,
wearing white and long clothes,
he is staring at me and he was talking to me not using his lips,
he said come and you will not alone anymore,
come and you will not hurt anymore,
come and you are broken no more,
after i go with the man, i saw the sick man in the bed,
my mother is crying and my sister too,
the flashback comes and i said "i am ready to go",
i am awake and i just felt that my eyes are in tears,
is it because of my dream, or is it because of my leaving?...

TuLLip: heEvEn'S bLoOm

I've always been attracted to you,
you are so beautiful and one of a kind,
i dont know if i fell in love with you,
but one thing i know,
that i am happy to see you.

looking you in your younger days
made me think,
why time is so cruel for us?.
is this our real destiny?
can we make our own?,

after the cold days, your goin' away,
you left me with your unknown feelin'
i am crazy because i never say to you.,
that i want to be a flower like you.

after the KIZZ, i've felt,
that someone is hurtin
because we met.
i hope that this feeling will end
even my heart is still in ache.