last night i heard a whisper, coming from nowhere,
i ignore the voice, but i was thinking who was that,
maybe it's just an illusion or sound made by something,
i slept with nothing in my mind but to rest,
i dream,. someone is dying,
my mother, older sister and brothers are on that same
place where that man is holding to his last breath,
he is sick after i saw his hands,
he is tired after i saw his feet,
he is broken after i saw his face,
and then i realized that i also feel what that man feels,
we have the same height and same age,
we are dissimilar in terms of hair, complexion and he looks old
even we have the same age,
after that i saw a man waiting beside him,
wearing white and long clothes,
he is staring at me and he was talking to me not using his lips,
he said come and you will not alone anymore,
come and you will not hurt anymore,
come and you are broken no more,
after i go with the man, i saw the sick man in the bed,
my mother is crying and my sister too,
the flashback comes and i said "i am ready to go",
i am awake and i just felt that my eyes are in tears,
is it because of my dream, or is it because of my leaving?...
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
whEn HeAveN caLLs yOu....
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Sunday, February 21, 2010
TuLLip: heEvEn'S bLoOm
I've always been attracted to you,
you are so beautiful and one of a kind,
i dont know if i fell in love with you,
but one thing i know,
that i am happy to see you.
looking you in your younger days
made me think,
why time is so cruel for us?.
is this our real destiny?
can we make our own?,
after the cold days, your goin' away,
you left me with your unknown feelin'
i am crazy because i never say to you.,
that i want to be a flower like you.
after the KIZZ, i've felt,
that someone is hurtin
because we met.
i hope that this feeling will end
even my heart is still in ache.
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Saturday, February 20, 2010
tHe HeAvEn ScEnt
i smell the morning, i murmured,
i saw the sunlight, i smiled,
i felt it's warmth, i am in comfort,
i've thanks God for another day he gave to me,
he always make me realized that i am special,
i am strong to face all the struggle,
but most of all, he's always here at my side.,
the sunset is here, i felt tired,
thanks for the life, i can now see the light.,
after the twilight....new moon comes...
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kaibigan., totoo ka ba?
mahirap masaktan,
mahirap din ang manakit,
ang pinakamahirap sa lahat ay
yung mamili ka sa dalawa,
ang masaktan ka ba para sa taong mahal mo o
masaktan mo ang taong nagmamahal sayo
kasi may iba ka nang mahal
at di mo lang masabi tio.,
minsan iniisip ko napaka-unfair talaga ng buhay,
kapag bata ka at may nakasakit sayo,
iiyak ka at magsusumbong sa mga taong mahal mo
para mawala ang sakit na naranasan mo.,
ngayon matanda na tayo bakit gnu?.,
nagsumbong ako at umiyak pero parang mas lalong masakit
kasi ang taong nilapitan ko ay yun tao mismong nakakasakit sa akin,
at sya yun isa sa mga taong mahal ko.,
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
a Life is our greatest gift
when we were born by our mother it is like we see the morning. they care for us, they love us.
God give us parents not to be independent for the but to teach us how to love and care.
God give us the will to be responsible.
God give us brain to think and choose for ourselves.
The most important is God gave us heart., wanna know why?
because brain know how to think but heart knows if it is right.
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Tuesday, February 16, 2010
KizZ & BeLL
i smell the morning dew,
it's bliss is smooth and clean,
i felt like i'm dreamin',
i hug my pillow,
and make a smile,
to a day starts for a while,
i went to a place where i can find,
my wife to be in a matter of time,
all is set and there she is,
walkin at the place where we first met,
after a while the wed ends,
and i kiss her with all my love,
for her to stay beside me for sickness and health,
the bell rang and my poem ends.....
-angeljeune19
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